Everything Happens for a Reason:

Today was a very busy day as since morning I was just into my work. It's like 2:00 at night that I m getting time to relax. From morning itself, labs, lectures and the whole of the remaining time in preparing thr SRS document of the project. When I started the document, I thought that our strategy was wrong of making whole document by a pair of person out of a team of 10 members. Instead, I thought that the strategy followed by the other groups of dividing the parts of the document amongst the group members was a better idea. But, when I am reaching now almost at the end of the document I really feel that whatever strategy we decided was better than others in my perspective, as the quality, flow and consistency of the document is maintained thourghout and no effort and headache of integration of parts and to review for making sure about non-conflicting statements checks. And, at the end the quality of the document and the work satisfaction feeling is really priceless for me. Thus, today I observed the effect of famous saying "Whatever Happens, Happens for Good".

I also had negative outcomes in relationships from few days back and was feeling guilty for the thought that may be I might have committed some fault or the situations were faulty for which I did'nt like to accept the things happened. As, I don't like hurting and break-ups in realtions. So, I was bit upset for spoling few of my relations in the last fortnight or so. But then now when I get to find some few hidden and hard-to-believe realities of those people with whom my relations were spoiled, I feel thankful to god for whatever the results he had destined to those realtions.

I now even more confidently believe "Whatever Happens,Happens for the Good".

God always take care of our all things and keeping in mind the risk factors, he has writes our destiny. When things happen which are not being expected by us, we blame and curse the moments and situations of that time.But, when in future you look back, you will feel that what had happened was perfectly sequenced to get you in a good state. And the moments which you had cursed becomes kind of blessings. Well, it's easy to write and suggest that "All things happens for a reason which always lead to some good in future", but when time really tests us, we fail.But from now onwardsIi will try my best for not cursing any situations though bad one and would find some good reward which might have been a target of long-term vision of god. As, cursing is not going to change the destiny for me.

Well here I remeber a very effective quote which has changed my thing a lot:

"I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it."

Just change in approach and feel happy and good from inside.It has really worked for me.

Discovering Peace:

Today, after many days i went to a temple which is almost 5 and 1/2 km from my institute. Such a beutiful place. It is on the bank of sabarmati and has a crystal shivling.

Found the place really peaceful as well as beautiful. I needed this kind of break from my daily routine. Sometimes I feel so much lucky to be in such a beautiful campus, but pity my lifestlye here which does not give place to some time slot in which i can enjoy the beauty of such a pretty campus.

Two days before i got my first job's offer letter. We are 29 students from the class placed in the same company.Everybody was excited to get the letter, but i did't feel that happiness. At night in the bed i was thinking on this issue. Why i did't feel happy about my first job? Infact, it's an excellent company with a good pay and nice working evironment, but then still why i was not feeling that happiness which all my peers felt. May be this is not what i wanted, and actually that's true. I wanted to do my M.B.A. and not job right now. But, due to few factors it is postponed by 1 year. Another reson for not being happy was the kind of work which i will have to do. Actually, I am good at programming but i don't like it. I want to go on the management and designing side. But, for start this is too much to expect. I feel really confused and loaded by this issue upto certain extent.

Well, but after visiting the temple, i kind of feel bit light from inside. Something inside me is ensuring me that I will deal out with everything and will successfully reach to my destined target. I think such kind of visits are neccesary for me as i don't know what but something really boosts up my moral after such visits.

The feeling inside me right now is like:

"One is not alone, there is always some unkown strong power that guides you in tough and confusing times."