Life-Partner

I know a wierd post for my character right? well, this has been a troubling topic for me also since 2-3 months. As my all friends are geting engaged and married one-by-one, I have kind of no chance to escape at all. I feel this is one of the biggest gamble one plays in their whole life.

Now, when i have started to give a thought for this a little bit(oops not little bit but lots) i am in a dilema.

I don't know what kind of a guy i would want as my life partner . I feel scared of marriage. What if my choice turns out to be a total disaster? What if my first mistake would be repeated? what if someone is just pretending at first and he turns out to be a big surprising character? Or what if it turns out to be incompatible match? What if What if ....................?

Ahhhhhhhhh So many what if's............ This is actually a big problem in the arrange marriages. And love marriage is out of my reach as I don't think that after 1 mistake I should take the risk for another.

If any body can help me out in this matter then your suggestions are very much appreciated.