Show me the way:

Today I was looking at the Black sky,
Felt like moon had became a spy,
Reading my mind and smiling at my thoughts.

Days back there was a girl,
with high aim and firm vision,
confident about her plans to reach her goals.

Every step towards the destination,
Perfectly organized effort,
In right amount and direction were her work associations.

Sincere effort reduced the distance,
Bringing energy and surety,
that she can definitely make through all odds.

Today she is getting skeptic,
Not about her ability,
but about making headway to destination.

People convinced her,
That destination will be achieved,
But with leaving her there alone losing precious valuable moments of life.

Oh! Lord show the way,
Your child is so confused,
and trusts you blindly for her good destiny that you have written.

Give her some hints,
make her clear,
what should she do?
Oh! Lord what shall I do?

Strange Feelings:

This is a bit weird post but thought of putting into words what is going right now in my mind.Well, don't know what has happened to me since two days, especially after weekend of re-union.I am feeling right now lost..Everything is right at it's own place where it is supposed to be except me mind. I don't know what I am searching for or looking for. Everything is right yet seems wrong.

I don't know how to cope up with this situation.Actually, I want to go back to my graduation days and college.I know that is not possible. I just want to say with all of my those friends and also want my best friend krupa to be with me forever, which seems next to impossible. I feel like why everybody has to part ?why can't people be in a situation like they want to be? why time does not remain same as it was in my last college? Why we get just 2 days to meet? why few of them can't make it to reunion?

I know all these questions seem meaningless as we can't change the nature and destiny.but this is what I am feeling right now.I am more successful at this stage. I have more comfortable arrangements at this point of life. I have more freedom , exposure, opportunity, friends etc. right now. But, still I right now feel like I don't want all these. I just want my that old life. I want to change my destiny. It is me only who says 'Whatever happens happens for good' , but right now I am not able to accept this fact.

Well, I hope to come out of these Blues as soon as possible to get back to routine.

Re-Union of Graduation Friends

This weekend I had been to Vidhya Nagar, a place where I had done my graduation.It was a marriage of my classmate.Well, to be truthful the marriage was just an excuse the correct reason was to meet my old friends. The wedding was good. We enjoyed it but I enjoyed more meeting my friends.

Believe me!! Meeting old friends is really one of the best things which can happen.I didn't realize how 2 days went away. Talking, watching movie, eating out, making fun etc. . . But after meeting them around 1 and 1/2 years found many changes in all of them. They all had matured a lot. They had become more serious towards life and everyone of them had a specific goals this time and they are also working hard on it. I was happy to see them like that.

I didn't feel like leaving that place after 2 days. I was just thinking why time can't stay just like this. But as the time goes on so should we. But well, had really good memories. I hope to meet them in future too. Sometimes we get so much busy in life that we miss these few little moments which showers happiness on us. Well, from my end Words had came out from my heart
"Friends Forever"